Y Monday, November 3, 2008Y
11:05 AM
Ok. Today is Monday again. Is time for me to write my blog again? Hope everything goes smoothly and nothing happen. So that tonite I can go off early. Then can go out with my two Ladies Colleagues. Ok. Let talk what I have been doing last few day @ work and weekend.Sunday wake up @ 12pm then have slightly fever. Never go out whole day just stay @ home. Then have noodles for breakfast. @ 2plus I have an afternoon nap cos I am too sick. @ Night, my parent cooked dinner and call me wake up to eat. Cos I m very sick, I say later then eat. Then wake up @ 6plus brush teeth and went to bath. After that sit down and eat dinner. They cook some Chill Crab, Vegetable Soup, Bitter with Egg and Fry Fish. I only take some Soup that all. Then I went to sleep @ 9.30pm watch finish my Channel U show.
Saturday wake up @ 12plus then forget my hp put on silent mode. Then I went to take a look saw a lot of miss call and message. Call mum up see where is she. After that call him up also and say he is @ my house downstair. So he say he wait for me downstair and call me take my own sweet time. Then I went to bath and brush teeth. After that do some changing and makeup on it. Then went out @1plus, we walk to Tampines Mall and have our breakfast @ Toast Bread. After that we went to Changi Airport and meet up his friend. Then after that we went down to City Hall and have our lunch. About 6plus we went to Pasir Ris cos my friend got discount card and I have tried two dresses up. And decided want to buy who I have ordered and will collect it tonite. Reach home @ 7plus and went to bath. Then meet Shufen @ 8plus. We went to watch movie call “The Coffin”. Overall the movie is not nice. On the ending part there is no meaning at all but only abit of Horror only. After movie, we went back home. This time round, no one is waiting for me @ house downstair. Haa. Went to sleep @ 3plus.
Friday after work meet Shufen up and we went to Little India to do eye brow. After that we went to Chinatown cos Shufen need to buy thing. Then we went to eat KFC. But I am the one who eat and she waits for me. But in the end, she also eats and we share the food together. Haa. After that we went home. Reach home @ 9plus then take a bath and rest awhile. @10plus I went out again. Went to Shufen’s house and help her to do her Credit Card but in the end we can’t do it. So we went out to Tampines Mall do pay by the AXA. After that we went to Starbuck Coffee have a drink and talk awhile. Reach home downstair @ 12plus then saw someone wait for me. We went to someplace and have a talk. Reach home @ 4plus. Went to bath and change then went to sleep.
Last few days, everything went smoothly. Work got nothing happen on it. Just that some personnel thing suddenly happen on me last few month. Hazi… Got abit headache on it, don’t know how to handle it. I really don’t know what I should do with it. This few week, we will not see each other and he call me to think on it. Should I accept him or not. Got a lot of ppl say he quite nice person and he will be very take care of GF. I know he do a lot of thing @ me. I really see it on my eye and just that I don’t know how to handle it. This is the 1st time I lost myself with it. And we don’t really know each other well. I don’t just accept him then end up we break off just that we don’t know each other well and don’t have any feeling there. I really don’t know what to do with it. And I also don’t to hurt him so hard. But I got tell him that let us just be friend 1st cos I don’t have the feeling there. But I got ask myself do I love him. But my heart says no. Cos he will be flying off tonight and if I love him, my heart got the type of feeling on it or I will take on leave and enjoy one day happy with him. But I don’t have that kind of feeling on it. I really don’t know what I should do. And actually I got the answer on it. Just that I don’t want to hurt him and tell him the true. Maybe I got a bit of selfish ba. I really don’t know and since he will be flying off tonight so let us really think about it. I really don’t want to hold him up. I just hope that once we have decided on it don’t regret. Need some comment?