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Y Monday, December 29, 2008Y
3:12 PM
I think I should write what I have been doing in year 2008. I now already 25plus year old. Really need to think about the future of myself. This year is not a good year for me. Do I need to continue to live my life like this? Or should I change my life style. Sigh… I think I should do something on it. I am going to change myself. I want my 2009 to be more lively.

Overall for my 2008 that I did not do and waste time on it
I have seldom going meeting so need to change.
I have sucking on my personnel so need to change.
I have been free and easy on myself so need to change.
I did not think about my future so need to think now.
I did not do any saving on myself so need to do it now.
I have been spending money so need to change.
I keep saying I want to study but I did not do it so need to think now.
Actually I got a lot of thing need to change. So I will just only write few there. The rest I will be go and think about it.

Need to do in 2009.
Need to change my personnel
To become more lively
To become more active in Soka Gakkia
To become more active for my activities
To become more active in everything
To become more friendly
To become more happily
To save more money
To spend less now
To find a good career which I like it
To find a good BF for me n my best buddy
I got a lot of thing need to write but the rest of the thing will be in my heart. I know can already. Shirley Jia U.
And Happy New Year to my Friend.

2:14 PM
Blogging time. Last few day was so busy until cannot breather at all becos due to company having shut down from 26th dec to 31st dec. Today come back office clear some work which haven’t finish on it. Let me think what I have been doing last weekday and weekend.

22nd to 23rd
Too busy on my work so keep doing overtime in the office. As per normal after work go home iron clothes lol. Then after that watch my DVD. That’s all for my both day.

24th – X’mas Eve
Company work until 1pm. After works go home so nice that kor kor come and fetches me back home. Never took lunch at all. Reach home @ 2plus iron some clothes up then took an afternoon nap. Sleep until 6plus then Sufen called up. Want to meet for dinner. (Quite a long story for us) We meet @ the old place then went to TM for BK. After that from there we went to St James. I meet Jasmine overthere. Overall I m not enjoy and fun at all. @ 2plus went back home with kor kor and his friend. Sigh… Go home too early… So sian…

25th X’mas day
Oh what I have been doing on the X’mas day? Sigh… Whole day stay @ home never go out becos too tired already. Then had steamboat with my parent. Meet Sufen @ Tampines for Supper already. Reach home @ 10plus.

26th
Wake up @ 9plus went to St 81 for breakfast. After that went back home and took a bath. A doll myself up then went to bugis with mum and davan. Jie jie meet us @ bugis Basement 1 @ the Japanese food. The food is not that nice at all. After that we went up to level 4. Jie Jie and mum go and choose clothes for Ravan. Me and Davan went to play games. After that we went to down to Toa Payoh becos Jie Jie can’t get any clothes for Ravan. So no choice we have to go down. @ 5plus we went back home then dad drive us for dinner @ bedok 85. Reach home @ 7plus then went to bath.

27th
Wake up @ 1plus. Cook noodles to eat. Then continue watch my DVD. After that prepare my thing for my 4D meeting. Then meet Yu zhen @ bedok BK for my thing. After that from there we took a cab to my 4D meeting. So happy on it that I have really overcome everything. Reach home @ 10plus then never go out already.

28th
Wake up @12plus then change clothes. Went to TM for lunch with mum and Davan. Then went to NTUC bought some milk. Reach home @ 3plus. Then continue my DVD again. Haha… I m too free already so keep on watch Dvd. Then had dinner @ home after that cook chocolate fonder. I have successful on the fonder. Haha… Too bad never took photo down.

Last few days, really never took a lot of picture on it. Confirm 31st dec I will take a lot of picture on it. Last few days was sooo boring keep stay @ home? But will be starting shopping this weekday since not working until next Monday. Ok Ok I should end here already cos really dun know what to write at all.

Y Monday, December 22, 2008Y
3:36 PM
Is time for me to blog? I left only 3hours to go home, yeah. Today is a busy day cos left 3days company going to shut down. Also left 3day X’mas is coming. Really very excited on it, don’t know want to go where and celebrate on it. Ok, let say what I have been doing last few days.

15dec
Working goes very smoothly. After work just went home watch my DVD (Catch me now). It is a good show.

16dec
Working goes very smoothly but got a bit busy. After work meet Ming Ying @ Tampines Mall watch movie (Bolt). It was a good show. Before the movie, we went to eat Japanese noodles. I have forgotten the name already. It is very nice, I like it so much. The show end @ 9plus then we went home.

17dec
Working goes very smoothly but this time very busy. End work @ 6plus then meet mum @ hse’s downstair wait for kor kor. We went to eat dinner @ Chong Chong. The food there is very nice. My whole family likes it very much. Reach home @ 9plus.

18dec
Working goes very smoothly. Home sweet home.

19dec
Working goes very smoothly. @ 4.30pm, company having a farewell party for our Managing Director. We drink a white wine then have some food. The party end @ 6plus then went home with my colleague. Then I went down to Esther there for a hair cut. After that my mum and brother have dinner @ 81. By right I should meet Ming Ying and Jaslyn due to my busy work so in the end never meet up them. After dinner, we faster went down to my sister take the Go card. Then Home Sweet Home and do my work.

20dec
Wake up @ 7plus then bath and doll myself. Then wait for kor kor after that we went to buy 4D. From there we went to woodland exchange money then went in to Malaysia. This time round we went in quite early. We have our breakfast there. We bought some drink and foods come back. Never bought a lot of thing cos nothing for us to buy. Reach S’pore @ 12plus then kor kor drive me to Sufen’s hse take the fonder thing. After that we went to 81 to eat our lunch then home sweet home. I have an afternoon nap @ my home for 3hrs. Then went dinner with my parent and meet my sister family. After dinner we went to down to Chinatown but we also bring Ravan along with us. But we never buy anything at all. We only walk half an hours then Home Sweet Home.

21dec
Wake up @ 12plus then brush teeth and rest. Never go out at all. Suppose need to go to my colleague’s wedding @ simei but never go cos got abit tired also due to my hse’s got X’mas Party. We bought a lot of food. @ 5plus my aunt and her family come to my hse then we start to prepare the food and also wait for my uncle reach my hse. @ about 6plus then we start our dinner. But got abit rush for me cos I got my meeting @ 7.30pm @ pasir ris. @ 7.45pm I and my aunt left my hse and go to Jin Hua’s uncle hse reach @ 8pm. We start to do our discussion and sign our New Year card. Everything end @ 11pm and also have some supper for us. Ok… I should end here already cos still got 1hrs going back home.

Y Monday, December 15, 2008Y
3:13 PM
Actually got alot of my colleauge ask me. I and J are steady together or just friend. And I say we are just friend who can talk alot of thing. I have trying to give each other a chance but i found that cannot lol. I really can't see anything at all. I know that he love me but just that i don't have that kind of feeling. Love is when u see each other ur heart beat will come faster. Love is that went you see him/her happy and you will be happy. Love is that don't need to be together as long as two of us love each other, one day we will still together forever. Love is just very simple on it. But i just dun have that kind of heart beat. HAHAHA.... I know he care me alot and find alot of way to make me happy and try his best to meet me up no matter how tired he is and trying his best to send me back home and worry about me when i had not reach home. I know he do alot of thing on me. And i can see it on my eye and feel it on my heart. No matter, i go out until how late with my friend. He really dun sleep and wait for me to call or sms him cos he want me to safety reach home. But i find that only he is the one who doing everything on me. And i like don't bother on it. I really don't know what to do. Alot of people call me to be his GF lol, since he treat you so good. Not i don't want to be his GF but i really don't have that kind of feeling to love him. I know say very easy but if you want to do really not easy at all. But last few day i really think alot of thing. Sat nite, we really have a heart to heart talk lol. But i saw his face look very sad when i say i can't accept his love and I want to be his best friend forever. I find that i am a very bad gal. Cos i dun want to keep on like this. It was not good cos he is the one who keep on give in and think about me. And i really never do anything for him at all. Maybe he is not the person, i want it. Or we are not suit each other at all. So i tell him stop doing all this thing at me. And stop waste time at me. He can find a better gal then me. So we talk until 3plus then i went back home. Actually, he want to send me home but i told him i want to go back myself so i dun need him to send me back. Then he say okie but reach home need to sms him. So I say okie, once i reach home i will sms him. Then sunday i received his sms. He say he will love me until i accept him. I like wow lau. He really don't understand what i am talking on it. Then i ask him one question. Got one guy woo me and i like him. What will he do if i have a bf already? He say as long as he see me happy then he will be happy. The guy can make me happy and treat me good. He will happy for me but he also will waiting for me. No matter, how long is it until he find his Ms. right then he will forget me. He got abit touched me but just that we don't have that kind of feeling. ok ok i should stop here already. cannot say so many thing...

2:13 PM
Just came back from my lunch with my boss and colleague. We had our lunch @ East Coast Park eat Din Sum. Is time for me to blog? Dun know why feel like writing my blog maybe use to it already. What I have been doing last few days? Ermmm….. Nothing special as per normal lol… Working Working Working… Everything goes quite smoothly but I now counting down for the shut down of my company. We left only 7days and x’mas eve, we will be working half a days then party @ offices. Yeah..

Friday
Knock off @ 5.45pm then faster go home put down my thing and bath then doll myself up. Meet J @ Tampines Mrt then go down to Downtown East @ Pasir Ris. We are having a Company event @ Kbox. We eat and drink Martell. The Whole Event was very fun. All most the colleauge has drunk off. After that I went to watch movie with J until 2am then we went back to Kbox cos they need help from J. Some of the Engineer has already drunk and need to carry then back home. So J need send them back home. So I tell him that I can go back myself but he calls me wait for him. Cos He want to send me back home and he say a very stupid thing that it is already very late. Then One girl go home very dranger. But I told him it is ok for me to go back myself and i use to it already. haha… But in the end he still wants to send me back home. So we took a Nite Rider Bus home then from CS we walk to my hse. Reach home @ 4am

Saturday
Wake up @ 10am then faster go and bath and doll myself up. Meet Jaslyn and Ming Ying @ Bugis Top One for K. But in the end I am late cos yesterday reach home quite late then can’t wake up. We from 11am sing until 6pm. We ordered some nice snack. After that we went down to Vivo City and we took a bus to SYC. Cos I and Jaslyn got Sunflower recruitment and I hope I will not get in. Cos I think it will not suit to me. Sigh… Just take it easy wait and see how lol. After that we meet Jasmine @ Vivo City. She bought a cake for Jaslyn then we went to eat Sushi Teh plus celebrate Jaslyn's Birthday. After that we went to Level 3 took some picture. And do some crazy pose on it. Haha… @ 11plus, we went home sweet home. On my way home, J calls me up then he wait for me @ Tampines Mrt. We went to have supper and a drink then chat alot of thing lol. Then Home sweet home reach home @ 2plus.

Sunday
Suppose need to wake up early to go for my exam. But in the end, I can’t wake up so never go. Sleep until 1plus then have my mac for my breakfast bought by my Sister. Raining the whole day so sian. Then went out to TM @ 2plus with my sister. Went down to BHG to get towel then walk to NTUC buy some beef. After that Home Sweet Home. Reach home @ 4plus then I clear up my room cos no maid. We have steamboat for dinner @ home. Then faster went to bath and pack my bag. Follow my sister to pasir ris cos too early so went to her hse there. @ 7.45pm left her hse went to Jin Hua’s Uncle hse for 4D planning. @ 10pm Home Sweet Home.

Y Thursday, December 11, 2008Y
9:40 AM
Celebrating Sufen's Chinese Birthday @ HGK Cafe
Birthday Cake
Cake & Sufen
Ready to cut cake
Haha... 3 of us really can finish up the cake
Sufen's fav food in HGK

Me & Sufen @ HGK Cafe Sat Nite

3 of us @ HGK Cafe celebrate Sufen birthday

Y Tuesday, December 9, 2008Y
10:50 AM
Yeah… Is time for me to write my blog? What I have been doing the last few day and long weekend? Tuesday and Friday, everything goes smoothly @ work. Friday, meet sufen after work but raining quite heavily in east side. So I meet her quite a bit late @ Dhoby Ghaut after that we went down to Little India becos my dear gal wants to threat her eye brow. Then we went back to Tampines. Before that we went to eat Toast Bread @ Ah Kun then we walk to Singtel Shop cos my dear gal wants to buy HP. Then Home Sweet Home.

Saturday
Wake up @ 8am. Went to bath and brush teeth then change clothes and doll myself. Then I went out with my mum and brother. We went to bedok have our breakfast after that my brother went to Maybank pay his car $$$. Then we all the way shot to woodland, I went to change MRY $$$. And go in to Malaysia. It was soooo Jam in the woodland. From 11.15am jam until 12plus. We reach Jasco @ 1plus then we do some X’mas Shopping overthere. We had our lunch over there. Then we went to Giant and Carrefour. Bought some household thing and food. @ 5plus, we went to eat our dinner. We had some nice Seafood there. Reach Sin @ 7plus and we went to bedok interchange cos mum want to collect her thing and brother need to buy his thing. We reach home @ 8plus. Then I faster went to bath and doll myself. Went out @ 9plus meet Sufen and lucky my brother reach me and sufen to orchard. And we meet Darran @ HGK Café. Then Darran bought a Cake for Sufen cos her Chinese Birthday was yesterday. Happy Birthday to u… We went to PS and watch movie. The movie, I had already watched but no choice need to watch again cos Sufen want to watch it. After movie, Home Sweet Home. Reach home @ 3am.

Sunday
Wake up @ 1plus. Suppose to go shopping with Sufen. But in the end, we never go cos nite time we going down to Dragon Fly. So we went to Tampines Mall shop awhile. We went to eat Toast Bread then we went to Handphone shop. Cos Sufen want to buy HP so we went to check the price. @ 4plus, we went back home. Then I rest awhile then went to Bath and doll myself up. And meet J @ Tampines Mall. Cos he says want to have dinner with me. So we went to eat Jack Place not only him still got some of his friend lol. Then J brings me to Vivo City after that he went to meet his friend. I meet Darran @ MRT @ 8.45pm then we walk to Dragon Fly cos Sufen and her guy were @ there already. It was Ladies Nite on Sunday. So free entrance for all the Ladies. We were having a lot of fun @ DF. We really dance until no stop. I went off @ 5plus and raining was so heavily and plus no cab at all. So I and Darran walk to Vivo City’s bustop wait for cab. In the end, no cab @ all so I decided to cross the road and wait for the cab. Reach home @ 6am in the morning. Thanks Darran for fetching me back home.

Yesterday
Wake up @ 12plus. And slack all the way @ home. I find so sian cos my mum keep nagging on me. Why so late reach home? Why I can’t stay @ home and must go out? Also why cannot come back home early? I find so sian of her. Keep asking me why why why. I am so big already knowing how to take care of myself la… I am whole day stay @ home so never go out @ all. I took an afternoon nap in the sofa. From 2plus sleep until 6pm. Then went to bath and had dinner then sit on the sofa all the way until 11plus then went to sleep. Ok ok that all for today. I now having backache soooooo painful…

Y Tuesday, December 2, 2008Y
9:51 AM
Different type of hair style done by Esther
My new hair style

My D&D hair style

Second D&D hair style

Second new hair style

Old hair style

9:21 AM
Saturday Nite @ DF
Birthday Cake

ME & Sufen

Sufen & Kerin


So Xin Fu


Me & Birthday Gal

Y Monday, December 1, 2008Y
3:42 PM
Yes... It is time for me to write my blog. Since last Tuesday write my blog until today. I have not updated so I will do it now. Since I now got abit free time for me to do so... Last few days @ work went smoothly nothing much need to do. So just relax in the office then clear some work after that start to watch my show. Got abit boring lol? Wednesday, went up to level 4 to do Receptions until 1pm then come down back to my table and have lunch. Everything went quite smoothly then 5.30pm went back home with J. Thursday, boss fly off to Thailand then whole day was super free. So watch my show whole day but still got does some urgent work which he passes it to me. Then 5.30pm went back home with my colleague and J. Friday reach office quite late lol. Then had my breakfast @ my desk after that I start to clear some of my work. Suppose need to go up level 4 do Receptions but my colleague ask me to go to expo and shop. So call up to the Reception say that I am not free cannot cover her. Then she say ok lol never mind. About 11.30am leave the office walk to expo. Have our lunch 1st then start to shop lol. Got a lot of people cos still got IT show but the IT show thing was quite cheap lol. Then never buy anything in John little and IT Show lol. @ 1plus walk back to the offices with J cos he has lunch overthere lol. Everything went smoothly in the offices. @ 5.30pm went to Expo again cos my colleagues want me to help her see the portable DVD which she wants to buy just cost $99. I like wow so cheap can buy lol... Then Saw J again @ MRT so went back home with him lol. Reach home @ 8pm then went to bath and do my mask. Went to sleep @ 1plus.

Saturday
Wake up @ 8plus. Cos the stupid J disturb me sleeping. He wants me to go Expo the IT show with him. I like wow lau so early. People haven’t open up the door lol. I like what the F*** so early. Then my stupid mummy also another kind call me to wake up go and eat breakfast with her. I like wow lau you all crazy lol. So early call me to wake up for what. 1 because of the stupid IT show and another one because of the stupid breakfast, I was so angry and no mood at all. Cos of the two of them I was so angry and tired. I tell J, I meeting him @ bedok MRT @ 10am. I bring mum to meet my no. 5 aunt @ Tampines Mrt then follow her go for breakfast. After that I meet J @ bedok MRT. Then we went to expo for the stupid IT show. Reach home @ 3plus. Need to take a nap also cannot then sufen call me. I was angry and not only her. My stupid mum keep calling me to look after Ravan. I like F*** man. I want to sleep also cannot. No Choice. Then I went to bath and doll myself. Lucky, kor kor say he will be going down to woodland so I call him drive me and sufen go woodland Mrt cos we go for BBQ @ hillview. We reach west mall @ 8pm then she bought a cake for kerin. Then we took a cab to hillview where is the BBQ place. Then we left the place @ 9plus and took a cab to west mall to collect the cake again. Then we took a train to Vivo City meet Sufen’s Friend. And we went down to Dragon Fly. Then we celebrate Kerin birthday @ DF. I like the Live Band there. It was so damn POWERFUL… The singer was not bad. We left the place @ 2plus lol. Reach home remove of the make up then went to bath and sleep.

Sunday
Wake up @ 1plus. Then brush up and bath. Then whole day suck at home. Dun feel like go anywhere too tired liao. @ 5pm change clothes then went out for dinner with my parent. Reach home @ 6plus and rest for awhile. @ 7.10pm walk to the Bustop @ my hse there wait for my YMD come and fetch me up. We went to Jinhua uncle’s Hse for prayer session. Reach home @ 10plus lol. But lucky the YMD fetch me home until my hse downstair. Really thanks him so much.

Sorry Girl… I will try my best to upload the pic which we taken on Saturday @ DF. I have too many pic. I will try my hard to do it asap. Hope you can understand. Thanks so much. Then Happy Birthday to ur friend Kerin…

Happy girl