Y Friday, March 13, 2009Y
10:29 AM
Don’t know why out of sudden got something in my mind. But don’t know how to write it out. I feel abit stress on my work. I find myself cannot take up any stress work @ all. Too stressful to me already, sometime nite time don’t know why sleep half way. I will start to cry it out, maybe too stressful already. What should I do to cover up my stress? I also find myself, something I keep hide myself @ home. Don’t go out @ all or not meeting friend. Just want to hide myself inside. Don’t want to see anyone of them that why can’t find a very best friend to chat. Maybe I think I need to change or my friends beside me need to change me. I am not going to think so many already. Cos no point of think it and this will not be change on it. I will be going to study soon. My school will be start on 07 April and study every Monday, Tuesday and Friday. How should I going to scope my study and work? I think I need to balance it up before everything start on it. I also will be transfer to another Department call Document Control Centre. This department will be different to me current department. A lot of thing I need to re-start to learn it cos I have no experience on it. And the staff there was not that good for my current one. I find them like very secretive and talk always very soft. Hazi… I am people who like to talk and laugh. How am I going to be with them? Really need to change myself. This few days seldom go for meeting. Too lazy to go for meeting already, I need to change be more active on it already. Really don’t know what can I do and change myself to another person.10 things I need to change.
1. Be more active in meeting
2. Be more alert in everything
3. Be earlier to work
4. Be more work hard on study and work
5. Be more careful
6. Make more friend
7. Be more happy
8. Must save more money
9. Must go holiday with friend
10. Must know how to unstressed myself
The above 10 thing I will need to complete by end of this year. I will be jia u and encourage myself. I must study very hard. Don’t waste my own money. Also tell myself that is the job I looking for it. Everything will be goes fine and chant with my successful for my study, work and friend around me.